The Artist in
Residence: Aurora , Colorado , 2012
I’d heard the phrase “artist in residence” before and it
felt important to lead with that. To me
it conveys that God is not one who comes and goes but who stays in the
community, especially in the midst of hardship and tragedy when our pain makes
God seem absent. The overall witness of
the Old Testament is of a God who stubbornly refuses to turn his back on his
people and just walk away, no matter how they treat him. One of the most beautiful metaphors in the
New Testament, somewhat hidden in the English translations but clear in the
Greek, is in John 1:14 where it says the Word (Jesus) became flesh and dwelt
among us. That “dwelt among us” phrase
comes with the image of “pitched his tent.”
Remember that while for us, pitching a tent is a very temporary stop, in
ancient days and among semi-nomadic people, it’s an image of permanently
joining the family/community.
The Artist worked in
glass, and blew a glorious gazing sphere.
Luminescent, layered,
rainbow swirls of every color. The object of delight reflected his face,
his eyes, his smile.
He held it close.
It sang to him.
Creation was good, beautiful, a “reflection” of the goodness
and beauty of the Creator, yet apparently quite fragile. The object of delight was not just a “thing”
but in relationship with the Creator: it sings to him.
It shattered
in his hands.
This is the core.
Creation is broken, humans are broken.
Not just flawed or “imperfect,” not just cracked or in need of some glue
or a band-aid, but in a real sense shattered
beyond repair. Those who have thought
deeply about the human condition, or looked deeply into their own hearts, I
believe, recognize this truth.
Why did it shatter?
Did it “leap” from God’s hands?
Did God hold the fragile sphere too tightly or drop it? Did someone else play a role, or was there a
flaw in the design? These questions are
not addressed, but the fact that the questions exist is acknowledged in the
poem: it shattered in his hands.
Shards of glass
flying
falling
cut deeply in his flesh. He bled, he wept.
The depth of God’s love for and delight in creation is matched
by the depth of his pain and suffering over it’s brokenness, and matched by the
depth of his commitment to caring for and redeeming it. Any insight you gain into the depth of God in
one of those areas illumines for you the depths of the other two.
Part 2.
Part 2.
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